I know that this blog comes a little late in the film festival game, when the ink has long dried on other True/False reactions and filmmakers/watchers/aficionados are firmly ensconced in the thick Austin heat. But, I plead the classic teacher defense of simply not having had a minute since I got back to school. One reason is that, invigorated by the films I saw at the True/False documentary festival, I have been pumping my doc students fill of energy and enthusiasm as they prepare to begin their own film projects.
When, after a glorious whirlwind of a festival, I found myself sleep-deprived, delirious, and frenzied, standing in front of 20 of my high school students attempting to string together a sentence, I realized the trickiness of sharing what happens at a film festival. Or, at least, what happens at the True/False film festival. Expressing the sense of creativity, community, and possibility that filled Columbia, Missouri from February 28 to March 2 to those who weren’t there seemed a daunting task. But, after a few students asked me about the films I had seen, I snapped out of internally basking in the joy of applause-filled Midwest cinemas and awoke again in the raucous classrooms of Brooklyn. And saw how easy it is to connect the two.
For example, I found a lot of relevance to my teaching world in the documentary Very Young Girls, co-directed and produced by David Schisgall, Nina Alvarez, and Priya Swaminathan and also produced by Rachel Lloyd. The film focuses on the underage sexual exploitation industry in New York City. The terrifying truth is that the average age that girls begin to work as prostitutes in the United States is 13. The film examines the process by which young girls are indoctrinated into this way of life, and the powerful hold that their pimps have over them. The story often begins with that most innocent of emotions: first love. The girls are swept off their feet and into locked-up apartments by their obsession with the men, usually in their 30s, who end up selling them for sex. And yet, the girls overwhelmingly defend their pimps, and attempt to return to them once they have been rescued or have escaped. Once there, the notion of unconditional love supersedes any violence or abuse that they suffer at the hands of these men; at least it is a constant in a life of much uncertainty, something that can be predicted and will not change or go away. Thus, one of the most challenging tasks of Rachel Lloyd and her employees at GEMS, Girls Educational and Mentoring Services, a survivor-led organization that helps underage sex workers, is deprogramming the victims.
As disturbing and widespread as this phenomenon is in Brooklyn, there are scenes in Bushwick and a mention of Bedford-Stuyvesant in the film, which is where I teach, I haven’t seen it. The fact that it was a documentary that alerted me to a problem that is prevalent in the community in which I have spent every school day for the last five years showed me how hidden and thus how insidious the industry is. Now, looking back, I think that I have lost at least one student to the industry, a student who needed to make money to support her baby, and I am sure that my students and the people they know are affected by this issue more than I would have guessed. It reinforced two of the lessons that I teach when I teach documentary film: that, despite the increasing number of documentaries being made, there are still countless stories to be told and voices to be heard and, cheesiest and most bleeding-heart of all, documentary still has the power to change people’s lives.
Case in point: I met Rachel Lloyd the night that I watched Very Young Girls; now that I know about the work that GEMS does, I can work with her to recruit her girls to my alternative school, which is specifically designed for 17 to 21 year olds who have been out of school at some point but who want to earn a high school diploma.
The documentary that entertained me the most is American Teen, directed by Nanette Burstein. I expected the struggles of the four white, middle-class Warsaw, Indiana high school students to contrast with those of my poor black and Hispanic city students, yet much of what was captured on camera was surprisingly familiar to me. The alternative high school in which I teach, Brooklyn Academy, is a second, third, or fourth high school for the students there, and the factors that brought them to the school mirror the experiences of American Teen’s four subjects: Hannah, Colin, Megan, and Jake. I see artistic rebel Hannah in all of my students who left their other high schools because their styles, tastes, interests, and sexualities made them targets of abuse; I see talented athlete Colin in many of my students for whom basketball is the only way into college; I see popular achiever Megan (whose overbearing father told her, in the same breath, “You don’t have to go to Notre Dame” and “ Just because I had a really good time there. And your brother and sister had a really good time there.”) in all of my students who continue to have to deal with pressure from parents and friends. Albeit, it is a different kind of pressure, often it is a pressure to not go to school, but it has the same intensity and it does the same psychological damage. Finally, in Jake, the insecure loner, I see all of my students who felt they had to feel the humiliation and pain of not fitting in at school and who were then brave enough to return.
These films resonated with me, and as I pass that on to my students, I feel assured of one thing. After two more semesters of making short documentary films (in the past, subjects have included NY alternative schools and the “N Word” I will again be basking in the warmth of the True/False Festival. Next year, though, I plan to bring my students with me.